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The Bachelor, Episode 9: I can’t, I have my guard up

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Is this a food blog now? i’m a food blogger. quitting my day job and food blogging.

Listen. I have something extremely important to say. I made chili tonight without following the recipe and I’m so impressed with myself it hurts.

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Episode 8: Am I crying?

Age: 25 Occupation: Chiropractic Assistant Height: 5’5″ Tattoos: Two

The episode opens up with Chris taking out Becca, the most forgettable character on this season of the Bachelor.

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Are you okay?

Happy President’s Day, where is your face?

Today, many offices around the United States were shut down in honor of President’s Day. My workplace blessed us with a half-off day, meaning we all had the option to leave at lunch, assuming deadlines were met blahblahblah.

It is on short, client-meetingless days like these that Iike to do this rare, oft-forgotten ritual I like to call “not wear make up.”

I went to work without make up.

I walked into an office building in downtown Dallas without my face.

I entered the place where I spend 90% of my time, surrounded by people who see me the most, sans facial beauty products.

.028 of a second after walking into the office, like I had not even put my purse down, someone saw me and said, “Oh, Augusta. Are you okay?”

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I AM WITHOUT MAKE UP, IT’S NOT LIKE I SHAVED MY HEAD???

Another time when I didn’t wear make up to work, a couple months back, someone asked me if I wasn’t wearing glasses that day.

I DON’T WEAR GLASSES Y’ALL. LOL. LIKE I’M LAUGHING OUT LOUD IN MY MIND REALLY LOUD.

and YOU KNOW WHAT. MY “MAKE UP-LESS” LOOK ACTUALLY INVOLVES MAKE UP. Like, I did not wake up like this. I STILL woke up and put effort into my face, but that’s not enough for the society we live in. And if you read that sentence and took it seriously when I dropped the “society” bomb, stop. This is not an ambitious post about feminism, everyone keep your bras on.

My no-make up make up

And because I can’t think of a worse time to blog about what make up I wear, here is where I include what make up I wear. does anyone care. is this a fashion blog now.

No make up

1. I wear fairest shade of Christian Dior foundation, also known as shade 010, because I’m literally the human reincarnation of a delicate flower. 2. I’m a die hard fan of Bobbi Brown’s medium #2 bronzer. It’s everything. 3. I recently threw out my Walgreen’s face powder, switched to big girl powder, and developed a big lesbian crush on Laura Mercier’s french ass powder, including the brush it came with, which by the way, was about the price of in-state college tuition, but it’s fine, I make an entry level salary and I’m a 30K millionaire, and I will have a fucking flawless face. Sorry mom.

4. I also use a light eye brow pencil, and it’s not the brand that’s listed above because I’m a liar. I don’t know what brand my pencil is. But it’s just a pencil, does the brand even matter. JUST DRAW ON YOUR FREAKING EYEBROWS, OKAY? EVERYONE NEEDS IT.

EVERYONE.

Anyways.

I also like to work as fast and furiously as I can on half days, so I can get everything done with in hopes of making it a quarter day. So about an hour later, I’m in deep-focus mode, headphones in hears, tunnel vision to computer, and a coworker stops me to ask if I’m okay. A second person.

HONEST TO GOD. #HTG

To give a little context, I can see why said genuinely nice person asked me if I was okay. My eyes are watery and I’m sniffely/sneezey from God knows what undiagnosed allergies I have. It actually looks like I’ve been sobbing today.  That, PLUS sans make up, and I’m wearing an oversized sweater, oh, and my hair is in a man bun. Like I’m not a girl, not yet a woman, but I have absolute 23-year-old man bun hair.

Swear to the Father in heaven that this is what I looked like at my work desk today.

Because it’s a holiday in America and God bless our troops and it’s my half day, I’ll freaking man-bun if I want to.

In addition, my voice is hoarse. So it’s not enough for me to just look like a man, I also sound like a man. I really commit myself to half-days. Thnk u 4 reading, I’m going to go enjoy my what’s left of my half day now.

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Where are the bachelor blogs?

Oh, I’ll tell you.

Episode 5 & 6 are missing blog recaps. it’s hard.

Truth be told, I still haven’t watched episode five. Which is a shame because that was the episode where Calry and Chris had an awkward sex guru date, and also when they all went to Santa Fe AND SOMEONE THOUGHT NEW MEXICO WAS IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY IT’S FINE I’M FINE I’M NOT FROM NEW MEXICO AT ALL.

I watched episode six, and even blogged about it. Then my computer died. and 80% of the blog was deleted. And i haven’t found a spare 4 hours in my life to dedicate to rewriting that. It’s hard.

And then the producers of ABC are really doing everything they can to kill us by having a special THREE FREAKING HOUR episode of The Bachelor ON THE SABBATH, but more importantly, DURING SNL’S 40TH ANNIVERSARY EPISODE.

MURDER ME

MURDER YOU

MURDER ALL OF US

I watched the special episode and recorded SNL because a friend who gets actually paid to write about The Bachelor needed my cable. But i did not have it in me to blog it. I was le tired. I slept in and napped twice yesterday, but it wasn’t enough sleep to acquire the energy it takes to blog a three hour episode. I just. You know. Sometimes. I just. I can’t. Bye.

it’s in these hard times i like to softly sing “Cowboy Take Me Away” to myself, while staring at flying cat gifs

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The Bachelor, Episode 4: We get it.

This blog is two weeks in the making so I waste no time jumping right in. Episode 5 recap to follow later this week. Tnk U 4 Ur Pati3nze.


“I’m interested in seeing how outdoorsy the girls can be and see them in nature,” -Chris.

NO. YOU WANT TO SEE THEM HALF NAKED AND FROLICKING IN A LAKE. WE GET IT. They aren’t building campfires from scratch or making hats out of skunks, this is basically troop beverly hills, like PLEASE SPARE ME from the “outdoorsy/nature” talk.

i phCKing love this movie tho

Leave it to Kaitlyn to feel the most NaTurEy and take her swimsuit bottoms off in front of everyone before jumping in the lake.

Which just about annoys me.

Like if you’re going to take your clothes off for comedic effect on television, why are you half assing it, LITERALLY HALF ASSING IT??? why not just completely skinny dip????? ARE YOU TOO MODEST, KAIT??????????????? and by the way WHY ARE YOU EVEN DOING THIS what are you trying to prove???? OKAY, YOU’RE FUN, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM US, WE GET IT.

Then everyone finally put their freaking pants on and real things started happening. Interesting things. On this group date, Chris brings in his three sisters. The Soules women will meet one-on-one with all the girls pick who goes on a date with Chris.

They show up unannounced to the mansion. All three of them are blonde. Crossfit Jillian girl complains that she didn’t want her first impression on Chris’ sisters to be of her in a tiny swimsuit.

Says the girl who has to be censored even when she’s not wearing a swimsuit. DON’T WORRY JILL, YOU WOULD’VE MADE A BAD IMPRESSION NO MATTER WHAT i’m sorry.

ABC questionnaire: If you could be a fictional character, who would you be? Iron Man — because he’s Iron Man! I want the suit and to be able to save people and fly around.

Then ABC shows scattered clips of different girls being interrogated by the Soules women, until it’s Jade’s turn.

she looks like someone i know and i can’t

Jade, not a blonde, starts getting grilled by the women with basic questions. She tells them she’s a model and casually just launched her own organic make up company. Like ok I could rub vaseline and petals in a mason jar and call it call it my own line of vegan chapstick if I wanted to.

They said, “Oh wow lot’s of special talents,” verbatim.

the sisters

Then they get serious and ask her how she is in relationships. Her safe, cliche responses really do the trick because they just drool over her, and it ends in hugs so ok. (then again, how would anyone respond to that?????? HI, I’M A CONTESTANT ON THE BACHELOR, HOW DO YOU THINK I AM IN RELATIONSHIPS????? IF I WAS GOOD IN THEM I WOULD BE IN ONE AND NOT TRYING TO DESPERATELY DATE YOUR BORING SON ON NATIONAL TELEVISION.) sry

THIS IS HOW I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, SISTER SOULES

Back at the lake/campsite, Chris is having the women split into two teams and set up tents. I was about to type something insulting, then realized I don’t know how to set up a tent either. But I know how to call an Uber and gtfo out of a campsite ammirite. unless there’s no cell service but you get it we get it.

Now it’s Karli’s turn with the Soules women. Oh. HAHA. “I’ve never had a guy really be nice to me,” was literally the first sentence out of her mouth. She starts getting choked up. Soft piano music starts playing. Behind the scenes, she tells the camera that she “wants Chris’ affection.”

NO YOU DON’T. YOU WANT ANYONE’S AFFECTION LITERALLY ANYONE WE GET IT.

This is Carly and she is cute and sweet and from Arlington and my friend wrote a funny blog about her date on episode 5. (click the pic to read it)

Can you imagine if this was real life. If your parents sat with all the guys you were dating and then picked the one you would go out with. ISN’T THIS HOW IT ACTUALLY WORKS IN SOME CULTURES THO??? ARRANGED MARRIAGES ARE REAL.

I shudder to think what my parents would ask my “sUiToRz” (HUNDREDS AND THOUSANDS OF THEM), and maybe it could be a reality television show in and of itself. We’ll call the show Boom Dating because our baby boomer parents pick who we date. YOU CAN REACH ME ON THE GMAIL, MTV PRODUCERS.sryimdone

Back from commercials. A card is brought to the house and JADE WAS THE CHOSEN ONE. Chris’ sisters picked her to go on the ~*~SpEciAL~*~ Cinderella date.

Is anyone else moderately surprised by this? I was expecting them to pick a feisty blonde (or any blonde) not a shy brunette.

Cut back to the campsite. Do I even need to blog about this part? It’s extremely predictable. The women are drinking whiskey, Ashley S. is talking about aliens, and the virgin Kardashian (Ashley I.) cannot stop talking about being a virgin while also forcing her tongue down Chris’ throat.

The Kardashian later sneaks into his tent and ruins all of our lives. She tells Chris over and over how she’s so “innocent and inexperienced.” #WEGETITCANYOUNOT

ashley I.

First of all, Chris is too stupid to pick up on hints and insinuations.

Secondly, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM HIM?? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ALL OF US AT HOME?????? CONGRATU-FREAKING-LATIONS WE ARE ALL VERY PROUD AND EVEN MORE SKEPTICAL.

Chris later tells the camera he had no idea what she was talking about. We know, Chris. We know.

Now all the girls are at the mansion. An old woman with pink hair and a possy of gay men barge in the house and I suddenly feel like I’m watching America’s Next Top Model. Except the girls are prettier on the bachelor (lol i’m laughing at myself sue me).

Then something really annoying starts happening. The perfect date, I THINK IT’S A GREAT DATE, SUE ME. SUE ME. They roll out tons of gowns, designer shoes, jewelry, the works. Jade gets to pick out everything. She tried on an amazing partly-sheer sequin gown. All the girls are sitting around gawking and jealous. And by all the girls I mean all the girls on the show and all of us at home.

THEN THE PINK HAIRED GOD MOTHER TELLS JADE SHE GETS TO KEEP EVERYTHING SHE WEARS. LITERALLY, DIE JADE. UGHKLSFKJLFDJKLDLSKJFKJFKKSFDLJKFDS

Then Jade picks out the ugliest dress you’ve ever seen in your life and about 782 pieces of product placement find their way into the show. Cinderella paid for all of this, we get it, ABC.

I’m actually mad about the dress she picked. I’m still mad. It’s so bad.

I’m still mad. ugh

ALL of the girls hate her so much right now.

It’s daylight out when Jade leave to go on her date with Chris. THE CAMERA SHOWS CHRIS PRACTICING THE WALTZ BY HIMSELF AND IT IS HONEST TO GOD ONE OF THE FUNNIEST BACHELOR SCENES I’VE EVER SEEN I’M SORRY.

Because no one pushes the cheese factor quite like ABC, grand music plays while Jade walks down a 100-step staircase. I’d give anything to see her trip i’m sorry. They have a candlelit dinner alone in a really large, dark room and it feels very beauty and the beast. There is a glass slipper on a table nearby. ohmygodwegetit.

During dinner, Jade tells Chris she was engaged once. Chris said he was too. HELL, I WAS TOO AT THIS RATE. It’s possible Chris doesn’t even know what they’re talking about and he’s just agreeing and saying “me too” to everything.

I literally hate Ashley I. Sorry. she’s going around the house wearing a ball gown, complaining and eating an ear of corn. ok.

Chris tells the camera that while Jade is pretty on the outside, her inner beauty is what really stands out to him. SO CHRIS THINKS YOU’RE FUGLY, JADE, HOW DOES IT FEEL. Then he gives her a rose and I’m bored.

Now they’re waltzing to a full symphony on a tiny circular stage. A scene from the upcoming Cinderella movie is playing in the background. They kiss. I tweet about frozen yogurt.

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The clock strikes midnight and she runs out. we get it, abc. they’re really outdoing themselves this episode.

Now the girls are dressed in long white gowns, I assume wedding dresses from ghosts of divorced wives past. They have to complete a muddy obstacle race wearing the dress because of course they do.

“HERE IS A WEDDING DRESS AND HERE IS THE MUD, AND THIS DRESS IN THE MUD IS THE ANALOGY OF YOUR LIFE.” -subliminal message from ABC producers.

Truly, I would rather die than do an obstacle course of any kind. Like where is the nearest margarita machine.

Jillian is jumping, leaping, par-koring, sprinting, and flying. Karli cheated and is still far behind everyone. Jillian crosses the finish line and kisses her biceps and I’m cringing.

Sometimes when a girl is so extremely opposite me, I find her weirdly fascinating and I think she’s so cool (Hi Kate Middleton, Blair Eadie, and a singer at Truck Yard who sounds exactly like Janis Joplin) and sometimes when a girl is so unlike me, I don’t comprehend what’s happening and it’s too painful to watch with two eyes, so I squint at her through my fingers with one eye. And that’s how I feel about Jillian.

this is blair eadie because all of you already know what KM looks like

Chris feels the same way. Because after their date, she didn’t get a rose.

It’s still sad when he breaks up with her and she cries and tells the camera she just wants the person she’s supposed to spend her life with.

😦

Then Chris opens to the camera about being single at 33 and how he’s wanted to be married for a long time, and he’s worried this won’t work out for him and how he’ll be “concerned for his potential in life.”

😦

And then you pause from laughing and making fun of everyone on the show and remember that they’re all here because they really need someone/something to fill a gap.

YOUR SELF WORTH IS NOT BASED ON YOUR RELATIONSHIP STATUS. AM I A MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER??????? SHOULD I DO A TED TALK?????? SOMEONE GIVE ME A MIRCOPHONE ANYONE ok stopping now.

Now it’s cocktail hour and three things happen.

  1. Ashley I. FINALLY tells Chris what she’s been trying to say in plain English. SHE’S A VIRGIN. DOES ANYONE CARE ANYMORE. Then he acted weird, more so because she’s insane an less because she’s supposedly a virgin.
  2. Becca is also a virgin. In other news, WHO TF IS BECCA. WHO IS SHE.
    • I’M A VIRGIN TOO NOW.
    • SO IS CHRIS AND BY CHRIS I MEAN EVERY MAN IN THE WORLD EVER sry.
  3. Britt is jealous of all the alone time Kaitlyn has had with Chris. So she pulls him aside and let’s him know “what all the girls are thinking” AKA that he is just making out with everyone and not taking it seriously.

This is exciting because it means we might see Chris get angry. Which means he might show a real emotion. But when he finally confronts the room of women about it, I was disappointed. It was more like an impression of anger. Like what he thinks anger is supposed to look like. I felt like he wasn’t actually mad????? I WANTED HIM TO KIND OF BREAK A PLATE OR SOMETHING BUT IT’S FINE.

Juelia, Nikki, and Ashley S. are then sent home.

this girl’s ex husband died so no one is allowed to make fun of her on the internet

bye nikki also who are you

I’m about to get on my soapbox just when you thought this post was over. See below.

Let’s talk about Ashley S.’ Bachelor form, something they all have to fill out for fun when they apply. See here.

Ashley S.

Bachelorette – Eliminated Week 4

Age: 24
Occupation: Hair Stylist
Hometown: Brooklyn, NY
Height: 5’7″
Tattoos: None
Can’t live without: Lip gloss, coffee, my journal, people I love, sunshine
Biggest date fear: Having nothing to talk about

I love it when my date shares intimate conversation.

I hate it when my date is constantly on the phone.

If you won the lottery, what would you do with your winnings?
Help my uncle and my grandmother…and of course buy some amazing Italian shoes.

If you could be a fictional character, who would you be?
Thumbelina, because she’s persuaded by so many families to become a part of theirs, but in the end of the fairy tale she follows her heart. My favorite childhood story.

Top 3 all-time favorite movies?
Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Sex and the City, and Seven Pounds.

What does being married mean to you?
It is the highest honor to a relationship and 100% commitment.

SO I’M GUESS I’M JUST CONFUSED ABOUT HOW NORMAL AND RELATABLE THESE RESPONSES ARE???????? DID SHE EVEN FILL THIS OUT HERSELF???? WAS SHE FAKING BEING MENTALLY INSANE THIS WHOLE TIME?????? THOSE ARE GREAT MOVIES SHE PICKED. ITALIAN SHOES ARE AMAZING. SHE JOURNALS.

I DONT GET IT. WE DON’T GET IT.

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